Sometimes I wish someone could live in my shoes See what I see Hear the awful things I hear Someone who’d finally understand what goes on in my life Maybe then they could tell me what’s wrong with me Tell me if I’m broken, or if this world of mine is Tell me if it’s my fault or theirs Just someone t...Read more

It's been 3 months from that day That day she stared back at me barely able to open her eyes any longer That day i stared back at her with unshed tears Her face -blurry , slipping from my memories her face something ...Read more

I lie here one more night I lie here with my pillow sheets wet I lie here with my heart empty I lie here hollowed out Nothing more to feel Nothing more to think Nothing left anymore I just stare at my celling i try to cry But nothing comes out this time Geuss that was all i had left So i lie he...Read more

I turn around– I don’t know why I do it I just…do And there you are I turn– and see a little girl with a melodic laugh ,more like a giggle to be honest I turned and see her boasting that she had many friends so many friends not knowing they were all in her head I turn seeing her eyes full life he...Read more

My words come out jumbled My thoughts come out in a hurricane I keep saying things I'm not supposed to I keep messing up I keep upsetting everyone around me Why am i messing up so much Why am i so loud Why am i so quiet Why am i so annoying Why am i like this Why am i me I don't know what i sho...Read more

as i put the hot metal on the fire as the metal goes red by the warmth i slowly put it on my skin it burns it stings but i keep it on my skin i hate it but i love it as i pull the hot metal away a mark remains a marking of this day a marking of misery a marking that’ll never fade i’ll come to ...Read more

i look in the mirror i see myself i see how i look my nose too big my lips too small my cheeks too round my face too wide my eyebrows too bushy my eyes uneven too much i hate how i look i look in the mirror my gaze drifts to my body what i see there is no hourglass figure what i see there is a ro...Read more

as i try to make my test my hand trembles as i try to stand my legs can’t hold me as i try to speak the words don’t come out what happened to me? why can’t i do anything right? as i always hear these voices these voices which criticize my every move which breath down my neck for every mistake whi...Read more

his breathing melodic hypnotizing in a way I hate admitting the beautiful sound of his voice the soft whisper of moving fabric the redness in his cheeks when he's caught not listening in class the way he wears a smirk why do such simple things get me all red it's so frustrating that that lying t...Read more

i’m a poet atleast that’s what i believe i am atleast that’s what i want to believe i am someone who brings people joy someone who people can relate with someone who brings out the emotions in people someone who bring people together someone who can do all that with words i envy how other poets ha...Read more

My mind has been such a mess I feel so different I feel so blank I feel like I'm not alive It's almost as if I'm hovering over myself It's almost as if I'm not truly here Someone help me Someone please get me out of this cage I need someone to save me from myself I need someone to be here before ...Read more

i hate this i hate how this has come to be my life i hate to think of the version i could’ve been of the version that isn’t trapped the version that was allowed to make mistakes the version who was allowed to cry the version that felt free the version i could never be i am the one who can’t cry i...Read more

I checked my phone seeing if you saw my text but you haven’t, i wonder if you're already on to the next if you’ve already left me behind if you’ve already replaced me with someone better my gaze always roaming trying to find yours instead i find yours on another I knew you wouldn’t choose me , why’...Read more

I have no future in sight I only have my parents wanting me to be a doctor Instead of taking a stand, I follow along I always follow along That's who i am A quiet obedient daughter I've learned to stay quiet in that house If i don't, it'll all erupt The screaming The fighting The cheating The drin...Read more

as the clock ticks— seconds slip into minutes but i’m still here so i step faster then run then sprint my legs feel heavy my bag drags me down time slips away shadows stretch their eyes burning their whispers cutting “late… late…” i push harder i try to run faster than time but it always pulls...Read more