But honestly I only did that to impress my best friend which we remain friends cuz she thinks she would ruin our friendship but I definitely know she probably feels something and I knew I liked her the first time I met her but yeah society and the world nonsense kinda messed that up for me and honestly she believes I would resent her and endlessly even though I don't work with her no more I would never hurt her ever cause I adore her too much lol I am talking about half poems are based on her