My eyes are done with speaking when no one dares to listen. They can't play this game anymore, can't keep counting the stars without reason. can't work extra hours every day. So they let the sky carry the weight, to finally set them free. Those shiny small drops sent from heaven soaked into my skin, making my shivering body collapse on the freezing ground, bringing my knees close to my chin, letting Mr. Pain live in my heart, never forgetting the one who used to promise forever but changed it into never. But with this little white savior, the promise can still be a promise. So I take this opportunity and swallow him, and let him do the work. The work of making the world a better place by changing its shape, letting the floor move like the ocean, back and forth, back and forth..... Surrounding me with colors I never thought existed, letting my body rest while I listen to the calming, slow melody played over and over again. Then my eyes find a small creature settling gently on my knee, telling me fairy tales until my lungs forget how to breathe, until I couldn't remember who I am. Then it kissed me goodbye, wishing me sweet dreams, sweet dreams forever. And this time, Forever means forever.