The way you smile. The way you talk. The way that you look When you are reading. I know I must be the problem. Because you just are and I... like how you just are. I'm a creep. I know that it's forbidden. I know that you could be my parent. But you confuse me so very much... I lose my head, I act against my priorities, Just because you are around. And I hate myself. Because why do I act like that? Why can't I just stop thinking about you? Why is it so difficult to just ignore you? Soon, I won't be able to see you ever again. And I hope that I can finally forget about you. But deep inside...