Sometimes I think you live somewhere inside my head now. And maybe that’s the safest place for you—because no one there can take you away from me. or maybe that’s the tragedy of it all. You live everywhere in my mind— there are spaces where I try so hard to think of anything but you. And I know exactly what this is doing to me. I know this kind of love will ruin me if I let it stay. I know I have to leave this behind. I know I have to move forward, even if every part of me wants to stay where you are. Because if I keep loving you like this, And I... I refuse to let your memory be the thing that finally erases me.