as i try to make my test my hand trembles as i try to stand my legs can’t hold me as i try to speak the words don’t come out what happened to me? why can’t i do anything right? as i always hear these voices these voices which criticize my every move which breath down my neck for every mistake which keep me shackled here all alone these voices that take everything i used to love from me these voices that make me feel like a mistake why can’t they just shut up so as i sit here alone in my bed i think of ways to stop these voices then thought pops up suicide will the voices stop then? will i finally be relieved of this pressure but then i think of what they’d say “suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem” but what if the problems feel endless what am i to do then