i look in the mirror i see myself i see how i look my nose too big my lips too small my cheeks too round my face too wide my eyebrows too bushy my eyes uneven too much i hate how i look i look in the mirror my gaze drifts to my body what i see there is no hourglass figure what i see there is a round big body i hate how i feel i look in the mirror i see someone else i see them staring back at me their face misfigured their eyes big their mouth not quite on the right spot who is that in the mirror I look in the mirror The person's hand reaching out to pull me in I drift closer to the mirror Like it's a magnet pulling me closer before i knew what hit me i look in the mirror with a tear rolling down my cheek was this how I really look? i ask myself