One day, I woke up. But you weren't there anymore... I swear I tried to love you, I swear I never lied. I told you that a million times. But why...? Why leave without a word? You didnt want to hear the despair in my voice, the sorrow in my eyes, the worn out expression of betrayal, dissapointment. You couldn't stand to see it all, could you? The agonising screams at 3am wishing you were there, the millionth time I mouthed im so sorry under tear stained sheets with a look of defeat. All those times I dug out the last fragment of you in my mind Just to say you were right all along, he was the one that got away...