At one point in life you'll remember what it felt like to actually live to be happy & forgiving to love when persons were unforgiving but as they say, "after joy comes sorrow." people change, but the memories remain all that I gave was gone... us was gone, we was gone all we had is gone now but tell them that I was trying to be happy while, my heart was broken I abused myself trying to love you when I didn't love myself you said you loved me, but you only loved yourself, but hey, you played all your cards right, you played with my heart & I wasn't the same but don't say you miss me, you care & you love me...Because you never did don't say you miss me when you don't call don't say you're hurting without the scars because the girl that once dreamed of a future, kids husband house car & success is gone----but left with betrayal hurt disappointment so don't come back looking for the girl you once knew, she cried, she broke, she disappeared And from her ashes rose someone you'll never get to know, maybe one day I'll thank you for the pain, because it taught me what I should never accept again. You were a lesson, not my forever. And that's a difference I'll never forget.