To my trusted, Most loyal, Most hated friend, Dear ocd I hate the way You make me have to pronounce Every little thought in my head And watch everything That comes out of my mouth make me so exhausted I hate how rude you are How you hate On everyone I meet How you make me overthink I hate how you turn me on myself How i'm unable to voice How much you affect How you make me shake And quiver And curl up in a ball Ruminating on everything I hate how you Want me to dig my own grave And never get close To anybody Because maybe its more Than just admiration I have toward them I hate how you make me fear Casual things I would be able To live with I hate how I feel Every germ on my hands And how I feel Like nothing I say Could possibly be true I hate how I have to fix Every little thing Until it meets your standards I hate how you make me fear If i'm a dissapointment I hate how you've burdened me With a thousand more things How you expect me To put my life on hold To complete Some task you keep giving me I hate how because of you My mind Will never fully be calm I hate How you decided You'd rest in me When nobody Deserves to know Something like you