This silence is deafening. Loneliness has became a cocoon these days. Metamorphosis made me cold unhinged. You. My last piece of humanity drifting in the abyss. Our fingertips entwined parting cuz a kiss wouldn't do if you want me to hear. A flutter fainting butterflies still longing to burn like the fireflies that ate me like a moth to a flame. Your smile. My sweetness of dreams. Hating you was always worst than death. Phone calls I was oblivious to what was in front of me. Madness kills some say. Now Love is the afterthought of me. The rain is the haunted caress of you needing me or me needing you. I dreamt of happiness of better days but I die when they aren't about you. No wasted tears. Just loving while bleeding. To know I thought you like a lavender moon. Broken in pieces but you were my lovesickness of a puzzle. Me contagious and I don't care. Only for you to see me. Just to feel. My heaven in the dark.