There you stand – warm, steady, close, a heart of gold, beating for me. You hold me tight, but I slip away, for my soul cries backward, in dismay. For there was "him" – a storm in summer, a light in the deepest night, You give me everything I've always wanted, everything I desire, and yet I think only of him. We danced in the rain, we screamed through the night, each step with him was a step on clouds that couldn’t hold us. Now I should feel, should finally understand, should see happiness in you. But every smile, every glance, pulls me to "him" – step by step. I kiss you, but only feel him, hear his words passing us by. I want to love you, want to be free, but my heart remains trapped, forever with "him." My greatest wish would be to love you. Damn, I would give to need you.