You may call me a fool or crazy, whatever you like But between you and me.... we both know who deserves to be called. And that's what truly matters to me. For I would rather be a fool than kill her. She who trusted me all the days of my life. And I know I shouldn't wish this, but I hope to Adonai that this lingers to your soul all the days of your life........ ........For it did,to me.. After all, Adonai has seen it . And so has he judged. May he judge with such mercy that the blue sky may finally meet the blue sea, and I may find the end of this dark decree . Such is his love. Shalom.