I'm going off the rails I try to act fine but I fail I'm not okay And it's really hard to say I'm using my honesty It is the new policy I am going to try Sometimes I want to go to the roof to see if I fly I want to cut down to the bone Oh how I wish I wasn't alone I'd like some company No one that will make fun of me I'm losing my mind Life is hard so I find It's only a matter of time Before I pass on what's mine They say when you die you just pass your pain Even though I won't be here, it will stick like a stain What I feel is shame And it's so hard to tame Pill after pill Time standing still I seem to be stuck With nothing but me and my bad luck So I sharpen the knife Thinking about how sad is my life As I evict my soul I remember this world is so cold Adala Al-Janaby