it's late at night, I lie awake, motionless on my bed, the world is silent. the world is silent and all I hear is the sound of the cocks crowing. the crowing of the cocks doesn't seem to bother me at all for I am lost in the deep sea of thoughts of you. the thoughts of You wondering, what we could've been? I've been trying to remember when was the last time we spoke with love and compassion towards each other. when was the last time we showed that we care? when was the last time that we looked at each other's eyes and found comfort and warmth? Comfort and Warmth are the things that I need from you but You're not here anymore. You're not here anymore and it makes me feel lonely and sad. I feel lonely and sad and to fix it? I start day dreaming about you. I daydream about you a lot. A lot of times when I think of you, it makes me feel less sad. I feel less sad because when I think of you, it gives me an illusion that you are still here with me.