If you had to ask someone the question," What would you like to be one day?" Well , the typical answers you would get are "A lawyer , doctor, or an engineer." But if you had to ask me, I would say "One day, I want to be free." I want to be free of all the pain and heartache that weighs heavy on my heart People always ask me, "Why do you always look so angry?" And I always reply with " No, that's just how my face looks." I would say that " I'm just another girl with a resting b face." Which is not an honest answer, really. I wasn't always like this , I used to wake up with a smile on my face I used to enjoy the brightness of the sun during the day But now I hate now it burns on my skin I hate how happy everyone else is . People who smile remind me of the joy I once had before the darkness and gloom resided in my heart. Ever since then, I've carried the darkness around me like a heavy bag over my shoulders On some days, I feel better and smile But only for a little while before the darkness stars creeping in again I assure you i am not depressed I'm just sick of waking up every day, and all I see is darkness I feel like the caged bird - unable to take flight , just restrained and idle. But one day, I want to be free from these shackles that keep me restained I want to be able to get my smile back I want to breathe without hesitation and worry about when the darkness will find its way back to me I want to feel happy and spread my wings And go to places I never thought I'd reach "Freedom", that's all I want.