The words I write are how I fight. I sit and bare, act as though I don't care. For them, I once wrote, and they couldn't even open the note. I have a problem with putting my all into someone I care about, and every time I do, I end up being the one to sit and pout while they stand and shout. I do my best, but they always never mind all the rest. When I trust someone, it's a big deal. It means they have helped me heal. Trusting someone is giving them a loaded gun and hoping they choose to do the right thing while your back is turned. It's when they pull the trigger that surprises you. You did all you could do. You thought you knew. Isn't it ironic that with one small action, it can cause a catastrophe or a great blessing. For those who help you heal just to watch, you bleed out while you kneel. You have the nerve to think we will feel anything for someone who can only ever steal. You people can't even ask for the things you want, so you act like you have to hunt. Truth be told, you could never be anything but a coward. You act so strong and fierce while you're on top of a towered pile of lies. Every time you try to rise, I advise you to stay down. Now it is us who shall frown down. Im sick of not being heard, so what if I act like a nerd, that's more than you can say while you sit and do absolutely nothing all day. I shall fight for what is right. Now, goodnight. -XX