Nothing ever lasted longer than a night And then Another. Before it was over. Just. Ending. It is now like a distant memory, That could have been a dream. I always thought That I must belong somewhere And now With the reflection of it all Replaying the vast disasters of my past I see I was wrong. I put myself beside anything that could break. In a world so intense like boiling water I've staggered through it Fumbling in the dark And I never once gave myself the same love that I gave to you. Didn't want for what I couldn't see. Vision with no reason Until death.