My heart feels so heavy My body feels so light I can't even handle my own sight Wish I watched the sky longer last night And put my hand out the balcony Forgetting my agony As the rain drops fell on my hand Lost again in my own imagination and made up fantasy land I hate this reality Everything's so petty. Yet again, it feels like I can collapse any time No one believes me but I'm just not fine. Despite all my pain, I never yelp. But I just want some help.