Abstruse feeling, Abysmal situation, No I'll not accede that , I'm failing , Failing in every step of my life, Failing to control barrage of negative thoughts, Failing to overcome anxiety, Failing at being a good daughter To being a good granddaughter. But there is fire inside me, Fire? Yess fire of finesse all the trouble, Fire to cross every obstacle of my life, Spirit within me is my fire, Never let me stop breathing Yess I'm alive, It's fire inside me , I survived.