Skirts? No! Make up? Ew But I can do a suit and a tie Or better still Jeans and a snapback cap A guitar With her lipstick marks on it Rolling skateboard on the highway Or in my room watching The Handmaid in secret My parents think it's just a phase It's more than that I dream about kissing girls at night Or buying flowers for her Just to see her smile They both tell me to find a nice guy But I'd rather find a wife My brother thinks I'm a tom boy Only if he knew How his girlfriend kissed me last summer She says I'm cute And I say she's a bombshell Her lips are soft like a feather And sweet like candy It's wrong for us to be together We should end it But nobody dares My friend asks what my ideal guy is like "one with tits" I mumbled... Thank God she didn't hear that It's been had fighting the edge to kiss her But I am a warrior She shouldn't know that she was my first girl crush My gay awakening How do I tell them? That it's more than just a phase I can gay for days ©️Sisanda2025