I still keep tearing up at the things I swore I'd never cry for again, I still keep going back to the memories I desperately want to forget, I still cut my wound open So I can cry today and forget it for next few days, I still keep avoiding things Just so I can protect myself from the pain, I still can't bring myself to love as its too painful and I don't want to get hurt. I still keep blaming myself for being helpless and not Powerful enough. -Knyx