I'm the one who has always lived only in theory, I can win medals too, but taking part in competitions, my parents never allowed me, I could have had friends to laugh with, but I'm too distant and my trust issues won't allow it, I'd go on vaccation and trips taking pictures, but I've never been photogenic and don't have any means to actually go for it, I know how to love and make people feel okay, but I never got the chance cause I'm also too self centered to get involved in it, I could rank top in studies if I tried, but I'm afraid of getting used to it and getting hurt by words if I fall behind in it, I could work at a decent company and make money, but my mind never really settles for any less and does what it actually is interested in, I'm the one who always lives only in theory And never in practical, I make scenarios of everything I could do in my head but never really actually lived any of it. I've pictured a nice family and everything I considered happy in my mind, but I've always ever just lived in theories and practically I've always lied. That's how I've been living happy life, always in theory, And never really in reality. -Knyx