Dear God, I am not okay. I'm trying my best to be, But each day feels heavier than the last. Pretending is getting harder, And I don't know how much more I can take. Please calm my mind, Please take my worries away. I am tired-Tired of the struggles, Tired of the battles I fight alone. If strength is a lesson, I've learned enough. If patience is a test, I've waited too long. Please, just for once, Let peace find its way to me. I am not asking for a perfect life, Just a moment where my heart feels light. A day where my thoughts don't weigh me down, A night where sleep doesn't feel like a battleground. Hold me, guide me, lead me through, I don't know where else to turn but You. If there's a reason for this pain I bear, Then, God, please show me You're still there🦚