But God had other plans, a different endeavor January 11th, the day my life would change forever I ended up in prison, a place I never thought I'd see! But it ended up my saving grace, I had never felt so free I embraced each day with a smile Most others held a frown But I was given a new chance, and nothing brought me down I really couldn't believe it, but this place, it gave me peace They took my broken spirit and for once I felt relief! It's been over a year since I have served my time And I wouldn't change a thing because that prison saved my life! What was meant to take your freedom had given me mine back This peaceful feeling in my heart Just please let it be real Cuz if it's just another trick, I don't think I could deal. It feels so warm and fuzzy like some natural kind of high It feels like I'm invincible, it feels like I can fly! Now anxiety and fear are age old friends of mine But I know the types of tricks they play inside my mind So deciding that it's bad, instead of trusting that it's true. This is something I'm still learning It's something still brand new So I decided to embrace this feeling, even if I fall Cuz it's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all. I now embrace this feeling This time I choose to believe And if it ends up being real, thank God, what a relief! I deserve to be happy and this is just the start I'm no longer accepting my world to fall apart If you decide to stick around and hang on for the ride Despite all of my flaws, I'll stay right there by your side But if it end badly, and should my heart get hurt I know I'll be ok cuz I've lived through so much worse!