Silence Something so loud yet so quiet something peaceful that I desperately crave Something that's an answer on its own when my body is to weak to answer It is something strong that holds me  when my soul feels like it's falling apart Silence is a place somewhere where I can let my mind run wild and not feel ashamed scared or judged It has no bounds it's everywhere but only felt, heard and seen by those who are willing to leave the chaos To find themselves To ground themselves And to figure out who they are Silence is me Never heard in the chaos Only seen by those who can sit alone Understood by people who don't understand themselves and only felt by those who make me fee comfortable I don't know nor do I understand myself but I do know that I'm not like everyone else who have fun with other people I have fun with the quiet And I understand that just like the silence I am different not many will like appreciate or understand me And I just have to live with it But that's just the beauty in it