Once in a while, life brings a hurricane This time it gave me something more than just pain They say, “You’ll know when you know,” But nothing prepared me for that new sensation and new low. It's not all bad it's something new Feels like a dream, but some dreams aren't true Nothing in life is ever free Even joy comes with a fee It brings a warmth ive never known But clouds my mind when Im alone. I think Ill do it yes, I might But what if there s nothing on the other side Still I must gather the courage to grow Leave behind the age I used to know In the end it didnt work out Now Im left with fear and doubt Its like its there and then its not I reach i grasp I lose the plot my heart is aches I feel sadness for the thing that never was But not sure if it is just overthinking or overloving but I think Loneliness might be the cause as Loneliness grows the heart closes bit by bit Don't worry tho it will all fix I just need my lit. But I hope in future it might work out or not and hope the next time its there for me Even when my mind is not Never knew I was a poet but this heart makes you do things that are far from sane. I don't think I'll go crazy over it well i did some crazy things for someone but well there was nothing so let me move on and consider it done Thank you for listening to this my petty core let me go back to my work same old and some more.