I love the Lord, But I need to learn to be ok with His, I need to allow him to fill the bottomless hole in my heart, Aching for love, No person could ever fill it, No one is capable of filling it, I have to let Him in, Learn to be ok if I only had His love, I trust that He loves me, But I have to let it fill me, I don't want to be empty, Suffering trying to find my joy, I wish I didn't have to lose the love of my life, But he doesn't deserve to drain himself to try to fill me, And I don't deserve to drain myself to try to fill him, We need to grow with the Lord, If we get to grow back together, That's great, But we have to choose the Lord for the right reasons, All things work together for the good of those who love Him, This hurts so much, Because he is the one I think God has intended for me, Which is also why this shouldn't hurt so much, But from this moment on, I will let the Lord be the one who fills me.