If only I never saw you. If only I never met you. If only you never looked at me like I'm the best human in the world. If only you never touched me so warmly. If only you never hugged me so tightly. If only you never talked to me on calls, like you would do anything to be with me. If only I was never loved by you so much. If only you never made me feel, see, hear and taste love. Then maybe it might have been easier to stand here in my black dress alone. With the so very bouquet of lilies you loved. -sani