A relationship is coming to an end. Something wasn't right or got in the way. The person who once stood by your side every day is no longer part of your everyday life. The person you told everything to is gone. It takes months to get over it, and you tell yourself you're done with it. But eventually, the little moments that made everything so special come back to you. You start to question yourself and feel jealous when you see him with someone else, even though you want him to be happy. I still think about him... His success is the most important thing to me, but I would like to be by his side. I still love him. I say to myself in bed in the middle of the night. I still love him. It buzzes through my head when I'm busy. I still love him, I think years after I thought and said that I've closed this chapter... And with tears in my eyes, I say that I still love him and don't want anyone else, but I will never tell anyone.