Turn around and fall backwards, i will catch you. Its a game its called the trust fall. Me and my little brother used to play it all the time growing up, I guess we used to play it for our own reasons, he was young he didnt go through the yelling and hitting, he played it for fun or the thrill of falling and getting caught the last second. I played it with him to make me feel safe to remember someone will always catch me, he will always have my back. It was a fun game when we started laughing. I thought I could play the game with you so I did, but I didnt fall, my feelings did, and they fell without second thought, they loved without questions. So I turned around, I closed my eyes, I took a deep breath, I leaned back, and I fell, i did it with a blindfold, I did it with my heart, my soul, my words, my being. I fell, as I was falling I didnt feel you behind to catch me and when I realized you pulled back before I could catch my self I landed, I landed on knives and pitch forks, I landed in a fire but nit the lovely kind, the painful burning skin peeling torturing kind, you left before I could stop falling and my feelings were in so much pain. I fell into the abyss I didnt fall into your arms, I felt you pull away and you fell out of love.