I'm tired and alone, my social life is a mess. Everyone runs from me like they see a demon, when I'm kind. Just a girl with a heavy world in her back not in her hands, will be an adult on the outside but on the inside she is still a baby. I'm lonely since I was 15 and now I'm turning into 20 this coming november. I hope something can change, even bad boys and bad girls have a second chance. Why I can't? This must be the way of the world. Or I'm too sensitive for a wild world. I listen to my mother and my father. I grow up in the drama, sometimes you need the killer instinct when you don't have it to survive. I don't know, why I'm so lonely?