20 was were Dee and I met a woman Thought it was strange. We were all strange But for some reason, Dee felt hurt. Her best friend was gone.. And it was all because of her (the woman) No Dee wasn't regular.. I mean sure she was strange.. But that doesn't mean she can't change.. When she left everyone faded. If I don't have receipts how ever will I make it? Crawl myself out alive. Looking for Dee hoping I'd find. But all I see is beauty gone. It disappeared. And I was wrong. She lost everything, even her own "friends" Thought I'd never miss her.. But after awhile.. the wound hurts My pain wasn't gone but forgotten. If Dee had stayed then maybe we could've gotten closer. She'd probably tell me all about that boy, How he could replace her with just a follow. 20 took her place. And me and Dee switched. I broke it off with her. And I regret it bad I admit. I finally saw that boy she loved. That boy her friend. Or at least of what I've heard. It Was My Turn. And the picture flipped. That boy changed. Losing his shit Acting so bold so tough how dare he?! Replaced Dee with 20, and 20 thought she was queen. Everything went quiet.. then after some time. Something burned in me. That I haven't felt in a while. Driving me crazy because she wasn't even hostile. I envied her and hated her too. I didn't like the attention she got, I was throwing shade. As it felt she were the reason Dee went nuts. But I doubt that happened even. Dee I blamed you and I hated you but I loved you the most. And you're only 17. That boy is 16. And that woman. Is 20. So now I've experienc the love of That boy. When Dee left. It burned. I hate you 20..