I hate sleeping But I am tired of living in the misery of the real world And want to hide from everything & everybody in the world of dreams A world where I can’t suffer from the judgment and hatred of humans A world where I can live free as a bird A world where I can’t be affected by the pain of waning and loving A world where I can live without the limitations of money and social status But at the same time, I want to live in the real world I want to experience real joy and love I want to love her till the end of time I want to become one of the great men who will never be forgotten by history But after all, I am still tired of the human experience And I don’t deserve the good part of being human I don’t deserve love because I am a disgusting person I don’t have the strength to love a person for a long period of time; my love is worthless I don’t have the strength to fight for my spot in human history And the most important part I don’t have soul, purpose or meaning on this life I am a man stuck on a world of fail dreams