Why do you always… Ignore me? You erase your soul away, but I'm one that suffers. Dear… Why am I always the one hit? You tell me I'm disgusting. Do I disgust you when I, on my knees, submit? Because of you, I'm rusting. You hate me. It's no wonders, really. But do you hate me? Or your own soul? I cry in my bed every night, thinking about you. Yet, you never notice. Only forget how your eyes lose focus. What can I do to make you love me? At least more than your little friend, who stays with you for unholy nights. I always pretend that it isn't my end. A little more than knife you love, Always putting it to your wrist. While fading scars I kissed. I sob, ugly feeling in my throat. Is this life worth it? If it's about person who only needs you When they are awake. Still treating me like a mistake. Is it worth to put yourself down? For someone who doesn't notice? Maybe it isn't. Maybe it is. But there is only one thing I know... I can't let you go.