Friends go away even when you want them to stay. You are the one who helps clean up after a party even a mess you didn't make. You stay beside them even when all they do is take. 7 years is supposed to mean friends forever but 7 years means not friends at all. I've always been so black and white. Either love me or hate me. Is there an in between? I want to talk and work it out but you don't want to talk about it at all. There are so many things left unsaid. It's driving me crazy. I'm sorry I wasn't good enough. I don't want to be friends with anyone ever again. It's left a bad taste in my mouth.