This is the first time i feel it again It is so hard just **to explain** Why can't u *just left and stay away* Cause i cant hold my dying breath Then you said you'd stay the start i let you in ***But now it's too late to ruin my faith*** Some nights you gave me a **black jack card** I asked stars will it be alright Started thinking how did it end up They told me you can't fight, you can't, Fight Everyday i feel so goddamn bored Selfsabotage checklist on a precious board Wondering if could picture it words Just empty town with broken curds The bolters are rooted in my bone I think you're just messing around then youre gone Remembered we stargazed the stars at the beach You told me how it made you miss the ocean sea Salty smell, the fresh air, it turned out all well And i still couldnt counting the stars Cause it covers with scars ain't fair at all Some night you gave me black jack card in your birthday night I ask stars will it be alright untill we died Start thinking how did it end up They told me you can't start, and fight, you can't, Fight Can you.. Fight?