Today I realised I didn't belong I am a monster , who creates chaos. I am a bad luck who creates misery I am a black hole who never fits in I am a failure who haunts people That day I realised I shouldn't have been created. Everyday my heart breaks into a million pieces without people noticing it away. Everyday I have to fake a smile behind my pain , so that people don't bother to ask away. My heart desires for love every single day, But begging for it everyday nobody bothers to even give a bit away..... My soul is tired of existing everyday , life has become survival and pain has become a mate. For me love and happiness faded away But pain and sadness became my dearest soulmates.... For me a house was never a home or a safe place it was always an escape place from realities which damaged me away..... That day I realised I was always misunderstood.... My intentions weren't wrong but people didn't seem it was true. I wasn't always like this maybe if the world understood more and judged less it could have made me sane.... But for now I feel damaged and no one can make me feel okay..... By : Echo