You made me miserable in a way I lived to love. You made me think I could fly like a dove when truly you had me in the palm of your glove. All it ever took was the smallest shove for you to get so mad the heavens could hear it from above. I gave you my heart and you used it to throw a dart. No matter what you did or said to me, no matter all the times you left me crying, with my heart broken I knew there were words left unspoken. Even after it all, I was still by you're side. Even with all the times you lied. You couldn't have one honest thing leave you're lips. You're name on my tongue is bitter. The taste you left me with could only be described as sour. Now that you're gone I'm afraid to accept a new flower. Because no matter what I did for you it was never enough. I tried to be tough but you always made it rough. I would've died for you, would've cried 1000 times for you, but all you ever did was lie to me. I told you things no one else knows just for you to say, "is this just another one of you're shows." I was there for you when no one else would be. I gave you the key to my heart. For you to do what you please and with that all you did was tease. Now I'm left on my own with nobody home. You're not here anymore and I keep waiting for you to knock on that door but deep down I know its just a wish that can't come true. Now I have to learn to live things like new. XX M.