I wish she knew how my heart moves every time she walks into the room— how it rises, like it’s trying to meet hers halfway without my permission. I w...Read more
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Not because we were together, but because of everything we could have been. It follows me through ordinary days and sleepless nights, hiding in songs,...Read more
Every night, I convince myself that this will be the last time. The last time I’ll talk to you in my head as if you’re still here listening. The last...Read more
When I die, do not bury me with my favorite hoodie or my journal or my favorite headphones. When I die, bury me with a picture of her in my front po...Read more
When I die, do not bury me with my favorite hoodie, my journal, or the headphones I used to escape into noise. Instead, place a photograph in my fron...Read more
Silent seas swallow sorrow slowly, sinking sounds into the stillness beneath, where the world forgets to breathe properly and everything heavy learns ...Read more
i don’t know why i kept this moment, like it meant more than it should. you weren’t trying to look perfect, you just were. unguarded. real. like you ...Read more
It never really announces itself, but my eyes always seem to know where she is. Not because I search for her, everything else just slowly fades when s...Read more
It’s strange how someone can feel like both a rescue and a ruin at the same time. You walked into my life when everything felt heavy, like I was carry...Read more
how many nights do i have to survive before your name stops sounding like a prayer i never meant to memorize? ilang beses ko bang kailangang ulitin sa...Read more
They say desire begins with the body, but I’ve learned it can start with a sentence. There are connections that do not ask for touch. They arrive qui...Read more
Hindi dahil wala kang pagkukulang, kundi dahil sa kabila ng lahat, may dahilan ka pa ring piliin. May mga taong kailangan mong intindihin muna bago m...Read more
Is it a crime to be unsure, to stand in the middle of choices and feel the ground shift beneath your feet? The world demands answers spoken with certa...Read more
Is it better to speak, or die— not the dying of the body, but the quiet death that happens when words are swallowed too long. Because silence, when c...Read more
Naranasan mo na ba ang magkagusto sa isang tao at tanggapin na sapat na ang pagmasdan lang siya mula sa malayo? May mga pagmamahal na hindi kailanman ...Read more
A photograph, a stolen glance, a world that shrinks to just her dance. The sunlight catches in her hair, and every thought ends up right there. Her n...Read more
I've followed every road the world has made, climbed jagged mountains, walked through shadowed glade. I've learned the rhythms of the wind and sea, bu...Read more
In school, among busy hallways and crowded classrooms, there are always those who watch quietly, noticing every smile, every laugh, and every small ge...Read more
I don’t know when it started— this quiet ache in my chest, this gentle pull toward the spaces where your name still echoes even if you’re nowhere near...Read more
I’ve been trying to speak softly… but my heart keeps choosing the loudest language, the kind that shakes in the chest and spills out through trembling...Read more