Looking in the mirror What can I do? What should I do? Maybe not to me, but Everything else Find better friends who accept Me for me Not for someone else Or stop listening to All the lies on my phone Because I’m not alone, Right? I could watch the new show, on Netflix, where they look i...Read more

How long does it take For her to break? To fracture And fall And, of course, blame it all On herself? Is it a day? A month? A year? Time spent yelling at deaf ears Will never get you What you want But then again, It's just a stunt Right? Just an act Even when you're holding a knife You can...Read more

I keep wondering why I'm still here When my choices keep taking my sanity Whats even making-making me do this- Good decisions bad decisions- What's the difference I can't tell anymore And apparently, Neither can they They can't see what I'm going through because They can't be what I am And it h...Read more

Everyone else Can be put together But when I try to do the same I just Fall apart...Read more

'Yeah I'm fine' Why wouldn't I be? Why shouldn't I be? Would you understand otherwise? Or would you think I'm faking Faking Nights when I can't fall asleep because I can't breathe Days when you ask how I'm doing and all I want to do is leave Here, but not like you think 'Yeah I'm fine' Of course...Read more

I write of love and pain and life and hurt And they call it funny I guess they don't understand How to stand People who have seen the world firsthand Because they can't see How I try To be Someone who knows How the world is ...Read more

For all the people Who have been hurt and are dreary Of life When everyday is a fight Between life and A knife And think that The world is better off without them You're wrong People have value and People make mistakes We're all human In this interesting place So unless you're not quite human...Read more

You don't know what pain is, They say in montone You haven't felt it burn Felt it turn Your family inside out Have it make sunlight cold and dark Have it embark On everything you tried to build and Tear it apart Hearts made of stone Will crack and break But you- They say, Not a smile on their f...Read more

Tears don't have a rhythm You just hear the beat Of them on a notebook in your hands Full of words no one understands But you think they might understand So you show them And they laugh And a bit of your heart Breaks in half Then You're really not important, Say the voices in your head As the...Read more

How long will I stay In this room with no door My doubts and fears In this room, I store Along with me but My cares and dreams, Are still outside of the door, It seems ...Read more

The blank notebook stares back at me from my lap Not a single word written Because the ideas that I know Can never completely flow and will Never truly fit in...Read more

There's screaming again The sound goes through my ears It deepens in intensity, still Darkening all my fears I thought this was the last time I'd be here For a long time But life has other plans While I sit down on the side...Read more

Come on, just go Like all the others before Don't let it show That your life is just closed doors Try to open another and It shuts in your face Everything in your life is closed, Anyways...Read more

You know that they don't really care? I know. You know that they always stare? I know. Even though you try so hard They'll never really understand How to play the right card Or how to deal the right hand. I know. I know and so They should learn how to play or Learn how to go....Read more

If I could talk to my friends and foes One last time, What would I say? Would I talk about how I'll remember that one day? When you said that I'm not worth it anymore? That being with me was such a bore? How much does it take anyway? To be the perfect person? To say that I am Not I wish I could be?...Read more