I don't want to do anything anymore, I don't want to eat, I don't want to drink, I don't want these meds, I don't want these treatments, I don't want to be sick, and sometimes I don't even want to exist, I don't want this, I'm tired of being sick, I'm tired of having to do all of the things that no one else has to do just to survive, I don't want to survive, I want to live, I'm tired, and I don't want to do this anymore, but if I give up, I miss seeing you guys grow, and smile, and become these beautiful people who I know you can become, and I don't want to miss out on you guys growing up and being the best people you can become, so I will stay for you.