You said that you loved me, you said you would be there for me at my lowest, you said you were going to love me when things got bad, but I guess me ge...Read more
Kylies_panspandas_journey

Hi I have a chronic illness called PANS/PANDAS and I love using poetry as a coping mechanism and I hope you would like to see some of my life
First Post, Super Fan
I don't want to do anything anymore, I don't want to eat, I don't want to drink, I don't want these meds, I don't want these treatments, I don't want ...Read more
As every leave on the tree falls a tear of my soul also falls, the first is for the people who leave me alone and never know how bad i hurt, the secon...Read more
You know what? you don't get to say anything, you don't get to say that you're here now, you don't get to say that you love me, and most of all you do...Read more
"sick girl" I act like those words don't bother me but it does, not because it's not true but because it is, I wake up every day with pain that would ...Read more
You said you loved me, you said you would never leave, you said you want to be my boyfriend, but you lied, you broke your promises, and again I'm left...Read more
I look back at the mirror to look at what I have become, but all I can see is the corpse of the girl I once was, I can't help but be scared I can hard...Read more
I can't go anywhere without being in pain, I can't go anywhere without getting sick, I can't go anywhere without ending up in a flare up, this is why ...Read more
They talk to everyone, but not me, they tell everyone when things go wrong, but not me, they check in on each other, but not me, what about me, where ...Read more
I used to think the mirror was my best friend, listening to me when no one else would, I would stare at myself for hours because I thought I was prett...Read more
I know how clic'he it sounds but, you never know what you have till it's gone, I should know, I never knew I was going to get sick one day and never g...Read more