Mother Do you love me? Did you ever love me? Why am I here? Your first And yet the second Third Fourth And even the fifth Got your love While I got none Watching in shadows Waiting around corners Then You died You left me with no love I cried But I wasn't sad I cried Because I'd never get to feel What my siblings felt Grandmother hated me for it I didn't cry for you I cried for the loss Of never getting that "I'm sorry" But, You left They cried for you I cried for myself For the very first time And even now In death You choose them over me I'm older now, Then you ever will be What am I supposed to do? Mother Did you ever love me? Or was I a means to an end?