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Nachos

@never_annabelle_lee

I'm a free form poet, saying all the words I could never say before.

The Silence Like a wind blows And then stops Stopping all sound It has found me I know it has I feel it creeping in Like a darkness around my vision I know it will kill me As I swallow gulps of that oppressive vacuum As I slowly asphyxiate On the lack of atmosphere in here In this vented space ...Read more

As I cling to my last breath And the last visage of you My lungs burning My heart aching As my star dust dies As the lights go out I cling to the memories of you To lead me into temptation And guide me to salvation As my mortal soul Rots and decays for you Clinging onto hope Of a life after this As ...Read more

I wish for one thing Truly One more conversation Civil Truthful Enlightening Would you be honest? Would you tell me why? Would you justify yourself? To me? To them? You had five of us, and hated us all I wish I could ask you, Why But I never will be able to You died And you're not even wait...Read more

I won't continue your line But sometimes I wish I did I see my best friend's kids And I see their love Unconditional Unbreathable All consuming And I wish I wish I had that That kind of love That I gave you But was given back They hug me And it's pure And it makes me cry I try not to in front...Read more

I won't be you And I'm proud to say it I wear your face I wear the name You branded upon me I am the daughter The first born The first grandchild So much trauma And cyclical abuse Was thrust upon my poor soul Because you wanted me To hurt like you did You saw me as a way To get back at your abuse...Read more

What do I do When my heart bleeds And I cannot stem the bleeding? It's been years Since You carves my heart from my chest I never knew what hit me You were my protector And yet You destroyed me Because you are afraid I was going to be better then you Isn't that the point? Have your child/grand...Read more

Mother Do you love me? Did you ever love me? Why am I here? Your first And yet the second Third Fourth And even the fifth Got your love While I got none Watching in shadows Waiting around corners Then You died You left me with no love I cried But I wasn't sad I cried Because I'd never get to...Read more

I could never, Do what you had done The ache The sorrow The loss How could you? I never understood The abandonment The drugs The pain Then, you left Mother, Why? The soul of a child Left broken and in pieces Left with unanswered questions Of why you left And why I remain Why am I here? To...Read more

I wish He didn't cut so deep With his words As they crash against my heart And pour the rain Into my rusted soul I wish I knew how to speak With my songs As they spring from my brain And grow the flowers Into his cold heart...Read more