*** Into this, I pour out my thoughts and emotions. My pen bleeds ink without compassion. My paper stained with blood, not out of guilt, but contrition. This is for all the birthdays I was away For all the tears I could have saved For all the smiles I could have savored where words wouldn't con...Read more

*** What do i really want? Today it's peace tomorrow i want happiness. Am i suffering? Or am i just attention seeking? From one problem to another And no one to understand, no friend no brother. Then again i don't want to be a bother. Could this be a curse? Each step i take, makes my life worse I...Read more

*** Call it all you want desperation But all i see is inspiration An endless ray of pure illusions And this is all that feeds delusions. My book my write and right To say words i spite, Like a mite I'm small But you end up somehow tall, And see me as a last resort.***...Read more

*** Fear is a rare jewel, Phobophobia for those who duel. Fear causes some to belive in the miracle of noel, And for others Raphael. A man was said; "fear nothing but fear itself" But in a world without faries or elfs, Who can we trust to protect ourselves. This fear is what i fear for you and i ...Read more

*** ___ I see you in my dreams; It's your presence I feel when my eyes go dim. Now I seek you, and you're nowhere to be seen, it seems. I can't find you virtually Or in reality— My world is grim. I found you, And courage to speak left. Now I'm losing you, if not lost, And this is where life leads...Read more

*** --- All the stares and glares, All the turns and fears, I know you knew I was there. I don't want to lose you, You're a gem so rare. To have you, I'll go to the mountains full of bears. I'll search the horizons To show you I care. I'll go to the forest for your sweet voice I want to hear. I...Read more

*** I'm cold now that you're gone Gone, the word resounds like a siren song If I say I can forget about you, I'll be beyond wrong. Life is a conundrum of esoterica. Who knew it would be you, Niena? And now, your pictures reshow in my head like a fighter's arcana. Wow, Senora. I thought I was ...Read more

*** Fantasies as that in cymberline(Shakespeare), As some dream of fancy houses and chandeliers. I shake my head as a simple sign But all the do is laugh and wine. Comedies of error i must say, With every step of woe they take. I look up to the skies, And the reality of life falls on my eyes, Wh...Read more

*** I watch as they take their gordons, As they forget about the mornings dawn, As they move with stupour like an injured fawn. They fool around as though their pawns, As they forget that time's begone, As they forget he waits for no one. I close my eyes to awake from my slump, But it's no dream s...Read more

*** ___ To fathom i wish not, Cause every day has it's mamons is it not. In a world of anarchy and mayhem, In a world where insanity is order. Will i be wrong to say the world is young, As every bit of old fades with dawn. In a world where there's no one to admonish us, In a world where there's ...Read more

* You make pulverized But this feeling is plagiarized Around you this madness is gone And once your gone it makes me pawn, I try to run But it keeps coming like a loaded gun And once your there the charm is stunned. You jazz me like witch craft Yet you decide to make me float away like rafts. Y...Read more

*** ___ All these poems, for you, For every time my eyes close, I see you twirl, Like a ballerina on heels, like a wind so whirl, Like a siren, you sing and possess me, Like a nightingale, your voice jazzes me. I don't think I can stand silence from you. For you, William Shakespeare, I'll be. I ...Read more

** I find no more inspiration, This be no dream, It's no illusion. Once a philosophy of mine Toyed with the biology of my mind But now i just feel blank Right now my head is black All ideas gone All inspiration burned, Forgotten into abyssal darkness. Once i longed for this to go away, Now i lo...Read more

**Farther apart and closer we get everyday, But i long for something intimate, Is that too hard for me to pray. Every day i sacrifice Everyday i compromise But all you do is look away, And all i can is cry all day. Who dares to dream of you at bay, As every one w...Read more

***Sanity the driver of insanity My brain remains as sanctity One sanctified, Still i feel dissatisfied. I'm whole yet my mind defiled In a corner i calmly cry Alone in pain i almost died. I try so hard to let it out and synchronise But in every way I'm criticised Understand i plead but I'm...Read more