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Lee Urbina

@stupid_depressed

As I sit here and think about everything that you stood for, it pains me to know that your dreams will still only remain dreams, as you're no longer here with me and I hate it so very much, I lost you way too soon and I don't want to continue this illusion anymore, I drift off into the memories of ...Read more

As I've been confined and isolated all these years it's hard to think about everything that I've missed, Inside these walls and barbed wire fences locked down like an animal, what about my family and everything I had before, I can't get any of that back, it's been so long and they've all moved on an...Read more

As family is supposed to be regardless it's no surprise that I was always left out to fiend for myself, an outsider the black sheep that was looked upon only when they needed something handled or taken care of, as I have no remorse I don't hold back and because of that I'm seen as an animal, the bea...Read more

As your memory is forever holding a permanent place in my heart, even though the first thing I learned about you is how you tasted, those first six hours of us, just undeniably incredible sweaty hot steamy and passionate rough raw sex, it's something that I will never forget, as you were fixing to t...Read more

As I hold this mirror against the window, watching that one special flower sway in the breeze, I suddenly feel that gentle touch of summer as my knees give way, I'm breathlessly shaking as the presence is merely your scent as natural as your reflection in my mirror. ...Read more

In this light, I remain optimistic as the darkness is where I belong, for the shadows have always been there at my darkest moments, I could be myself without judgement with comfortability of bit having to hide my true self, for in this light I am scared. ...Read more

I was ready to go to war for you at any cost necessary, You slowly started to change and you could see the difference in your actions, As obvious as a heated dispute between partners in a public location, You have driven me towards resentment for I have never wanted to see you this way, I kn...Read more

As your presence captivates my very soul, within my entire being in this form of existence moves me, towards feelings, that have never been brought into my life before, As your presence is absolutely amazing. ...Read more

As humans, we're bound to make mistakes, despite our best intentions. We can only control so much, and life's struggles can feel overwhelming, like drowning in a sea of worries. Yet, we must remain strong and persistent, resisting temptations that lead to darkness, guilt, and self-pity. We're here f...Read more

Robbed of my childhood, I was forced to grow up too fast, Missing out on memories that will forever last. Blame weighs heavy on my heart, For the sacrifices made, the tears that fell apart. But in the shadows of pain, I found a truth profound, That the struggles I faced made me stronger, more resili...Read more