from the daughter’s point of view When pain gets loud, I go backwards. I hold my stuffed bunny like it’s a shield. Because little me is the only version of me who doesn’t want to die. Fifteen is too sharp. Fifteen has cuts on her arms, her thighs, her throat. Fifteen hides sharpeners in her pock...Read more

Do words mean everything? Its not physical but it hurts It hurts so badly it effects someone in a way that they don't know how to even function properly I froze My words froze I froze I couldn't speak I couldn't move Just eye movement And constant tears Never ending tears My body is full of rage ...Read more

Why can’t I answer simple questions? Why do my words freeze when your voice turns sharp all of a sudden? I make mistakes but they don’t feel small. They never did. And when I tried to explain, you didn’t listen. You never fucking do. But yet i have to listen to you always or I'm considered a stu...Read more

He says I don’t listen. That I’m full of excuses. That I do things on purpose. But I’m trying. Even when my brain is fog, even when the world spins louder than my thoughts I’m still trying. But when I tell him, his voice only sharpens. He doesn’t hear me, He never really did. He gambles away our...Read more